Tuesday, April 22, 2008.
2:28 PM
i seldom buy albums.
and it has been a long long time since i bought 1. (think the last was FutureSex/LoveSounds)
but this one is really really good.
my godness. almost every song is hot.
it's even better than Emancipation of Mimi.
My favs are Migrate (the beat is SICK), Cruise Control (Love the reggae feel), Bye Bye (teared up whenever i listen to it), & I Stay In Love (The last note was brilliant!).
Mariah never let us down.
It's only a matter of time that she beats the Beatles record of 20 num 1.
Go buy E=MC2 if you haven't. It's worth every cent!
Just started a job last Tues.
Honestly speaking, I dunno what to expect already.
I have more or less given up.
I'm doing it for the $$.
i got no choice, i cannot sit at home everyday and do nothing.
well, the first week was ok.
fun colleagues, ok working environment.
best thing is that Monday is the off day. i hate working on weekdays.
hope i get an increment after the probation period. coz the pay is pathetic.
Now i have to memorise 10 pages of scipts full of crap facts for tour guiding.
i used to like memorising in school.
But my memory is getting worse by age. don't think i get a lot stuff into my head.
sian. i don't want!!!!
getting lazy to blog nowadays.
may not update often.
but it doesn't really matter, nobody reads my blog anymore.
at least not any one that i know of! haha.
i. just want to SING
Tuesday, April 08, 2008.
7:12 PM
Hero - Mariah CareyThere's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
this song never fails to inspire me. Everytime I hear Mariah's voice, it feels like I'm in heaven..... Her voice is really a God's gift.
i realise how much i miss blogging. how much i love writing. sometimes i just need something/someplace to vent. this little space here has somehow provided that in the past.
4 months hiatus.
& I'm back! :D
been listening to Hero a lot lately. feeling really down. lonely. sad.
i hate my life.
everyday is just another boring, agonising day.
sometimes i wonder, are we working for a living, or living to work?
we go to school to get the paper.
we get the paper so that we can work.
we work to get the $$.
I dun want to live my life like that.
I wanna to travel the world.
I wanna dance like there's no tomorrow.
I wanna immerse myself in Music every minute of the day.
I wanna sing until I can sing no more.
I just want to be happy.
Is that so hard?
I used to really like this country. but i'm not too sure now.
you can literally feel the tension and stress in everyone.
it's just sad.
i wanna go elsewhere, where there's Peace.
Australia? Taiwan? U.S?
i don't wanna go alone....
kinda miss working in MCS.
i don't regret leaving the dept.
but i miss being really busy.
i miss working with the artistes. (those really really nice ones only. :P)
i miss just being in the compound.
weird, but true.
hoping they will call for for the english dept position that i applied.
although slim chance. :(
regretted not starting in English.
ok, i'm not suppose to have any regrets.
it's just fate.
sorry to those who are already feeling down, to have read this.
it's just that i'm feeling really negative recently.
I'll return with a lighter post. I promise.
i. just want to SING
