Sunday, July 29, 2007.
6:33 PM
got a temp job at Warner Music.

eventhough it's only an office job, i'm still happy that i got a company of my desire.

starting work tmr.

wish me luck.


i. just want to SING


Wednesday, July 25, 2007.
2:14 PM
i'm addicted to Bao Jia Wei Guo.

Just watching it makes me wanna cry.

i can imagine how much fun i will have if i'm doing the show.

really miss working with them.



psst.

if Pierre would to know that i have resigned, he would be devastated!

muahahahaha...











In a dilemma.

well, not exactly.

more like 70,30.


Dad mentioned.

"while you're still young, go and further your studies lah"

"think carefully first ok."

ok i'm thinking very carefully now.

obviously he's willing to sponsor me.

and i myself think that i should get a degree.




so happen that MDIS is having their next intake for the Mass Comm deg on Oct.

what a great opportunity.

i know, it's not NUS, NTU or SMU.

(fu*king NTU Comm studies so difficultto get in. MOE kelong. give all the vacancies to foreigners and people who are not passionate enough to get the Deg.)

i know it's not SIM either.

(they focus more on PR and Advertising, and i don't want to major in these 2 areas)

so i'm left with MDIS.

even though it's not exactly a reputable institution, but at least major Media companies do regonise the degree.

Erm....am i right?





ok the thing is, i'm afraid that if a great job opportunity arises, i cannot take it coz i'm studying.

one of the reasons why i want to continue my studies is because i cannot find a job that i'm interested in now.

but i'm skeptical on spending 2 years pursuing the degree.

2 years is a long time you know.




i have to make the right decision.




anyone would like to give me a 2nd opinion?


i. just want to SING


Saturday, July 21, 2007.
11:18 PM
ate at lot 1's foodcourt today.

was queuing at the Pepper & Lunch's counter(yes they have an express 1 there). my tray was placed first. this couple started to hover around me, deciding what to eat.

i was filling up on the sauce. the girl suddenly places her 2 sets of cultery on my tray. it was obviously MY tray.

pissed. i think she did it on purpose. not wanting to confront her, i took another tray, said nicely "Sorry", and gently push her tray beside mine.

angry. glances at me up and down and gave me that face. than she proceeds hook her arm tightly around him.

wtf.

i think she's scared that i'll snatch away her bf.

i didn't even look at him loh.

maybe her bf did glance at me, but i'm sure it's just a casual glance.

no simple trust.

*shakes head*









found this on a forum.

Horoscope is something that i don't really believe in. Sometimes it's true, sometimes it's not.

but this one is a very detailed analysis. and surprisingly most of traits are spot on. but some are absolutely bullshit.

*blue are spot ons, red are bullshits

read on.

VIRGO WOMAN

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guys who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angel for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angel again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet words can calm her down. If you want to say sorry, make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make her think that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.

considering the length of it, 6 bullshits is already very accurate.








was clearing my desk today, and i found this.





Dawn is always so sweet. the other time she gave sweets, and now this small little gift. i believe she gave this everyone who's involved too.

i didn't go to the party in the first place. ha.





if only the people there are like her.


i. just want to SING


Monday, July 16, 2007.
9:09 PM
just watched the Revival round for Campus Superstar.

Wah lao!

CMI leh!!!

are these kids the best from the eliminated?

the judges failed almost half of them. but if i'm the judge i will give even lower scores.

you see the guy who sang Jian Dan Ai. it's one of the easiest song to sing. and he sang like shit! no rhythm at all.

guys, learn from Sean lah. he's only 13, and he can sing better than anyone of you. i was very surprised when he actually hit the high notes(the wuhoo..wu..owu..Ooo... part) perfectly, and it came out beautifully too.

i'm impressed.

i hope he makes it.

no. he will make it.





anyone who's an avid watcher of the long drama that's running at 7pm?

if you are, than i dunno why.

i was on for 5 mins, and i already cannot stand all the arguing and quabbling.

So noisy loh.

like market.

Not say the 2 lead actors are excellent either. i mean the 2 YOUNG ones. (no offense)

the worse is the plot!

all they can think of is 2 people caught bathing together, 2 people caught sleeping together, 2 people caught taking nude photos. and they call this exciting.

i don't understand.

before i became an AP, i was hoping i won't zhong a long-running drama.

but SUEY loh.

MediaCorp, for your own sake, please stop doing 'Chang Shou Ju's!




if i had gotten Bao Jia Wei Guo, it would have been so much better.

at least the army theme is a FRESH idea.

plus there are so many cool people in it, like Felicia, Rui En, Pierre, Ping Hui.




oh well, there's no point of writing any further.


i. just want to SING


Saturday, July 14, 2007.
3:49 PM
have done a great deal of surfing.

i actually surfed into a lot of artistes blog

these are REAL blogs belonging to Joanne Peh, Yvonne Lim, Apple Hong, Dasmond Koh, Quan Yi Feng, Daren Tan, Eelyn Kok, MC King, Jack Neo, Nat Ho, even Sharon Au(don't understand 80% of it, coz it's in Japanese).

and some not so famous ones.

it's a wonder how far the linkings can get you.


*NOTE*: i wanted to put up their blog links, so that everyone can see what celebs are like off screen. Please do not be so inconsiderate and go spam. thank you.





came across JJ's new song, Sha Shou.

Wow. it has a slow but addictive R&B groove to it.

makes you want to listen over and over again.

wanted to see the MV, but saw the newspaper reports of the gruesome scenes.

i dared not.

anyone seen the MV already?

is the censored version still unseeable?


i. just want to SING


Monday, July 09, 2007.
5:13 PM
Nike Rockstar Workout, Hip-Hop.



i feel like getting up and Dance!!!



and they actually teach you all the moves.

So Cool!!!





ok.

i'm inspired to go for dance classes now.

anyone wants to come along?



P.S: now you know why i like Nike so much.


i. just want to SING


Thursday, July 05, 2007.
12:50 AM
tomorrow will be my last day in MCS.

i dunno whether to laugh or to cry.

i have a lot to be happy for.





happy coz i'm finally out of all the madness.

The harsh criticism.

The ongoing stress.

The relentless scolding.

The constant worrying.

The HUGE responsibility.






The word is Slavery.



That bad?, you ask.


yes.


i have gone from grateful to absolute Hatred.


to the point that i totally gave up.




i have not listed down what i lost over the past 2 years.





I have lost Freedom.

a lot of it.

Imagine working 6 days a week, 12 hours a day. (and always on standby)

i used to actually enjoy it.

but not anymore.




Most importantly, i have lost Money.

$1300(-CPF) is not enough.

the expenses are so high, there is no room to save.

plus when some inevitable "situations" occur, you have no choice but to use your own $.

& 7am morning shifts=taxi fare.

which is the reason why i'm always early.

now thinking back, i dunno why i was so stupid.

so hardworking until i was willing to fork out money to take taxi.

stupid! stupid! stupid!








but.

i feel a tinge of sadness.






I miss being a PA.

not because i get to serve artistes.

but because it was fun to just tag along.

and not worry about anything.

even if the Director scolds you.

it's ok, coz you're only a PA.






I miss the Xin Shan Shan days.

Ling Du C days.

esp the 3 months in Bai Wan Bao.

they were one of the happiest days of my life.





(almost feel like crying.)

(ALMOST)







there are only a handful of colleagues i don't hate.

the Genuinely friendly and kind-hearted ones.

people like Yan Ping, Ah Yo, Mei An, Cheryl, Fen Fei daoyan(the only PD whom i really like).

and some of the PAs. (i have no time to list)

You guys have help me in 1 way or another.

i appreciate it.





What's Mediacorp without celebrities?




there are a number of artistes whom i REALLY hate.

i came up with 4 names immediately.

Mr Cao.

Very arrogant, flirty, and always late.

Good looks but lousy acting.

Ms Chan.

Not friendly at all.

waved to her the other day (out of politeness).

just 1 glance. no wave, no nod, no smile.

i will always remember the time when she saboed me.

got scolded by PD just because i didn't serve her.

what a Princess.

Ms Koh.

Loud. Two-faced.

Thought she was nice, until a fellow AP warned me.

she's very good at talking bad things about people behind their backs.

Ms Kok.

Attitude, Unprofessional, Complian Queen.

She wants everything to be catered to her needs.

So happen that the last 2 got to play sisters

how appropriate.





on the other hand there are a few whom i got to be friends with.

TRUE friends.



like Mr Pierre Theodore Png Tian Huat.

*laughs*

we're both "ang mo pais", so i guess naturally we got along.

we got a lot of common topics, & he would always ask me if he has problems with his mandarin(ya mine is a bit better that his. ha).

i miss him calling me Xie Wan Yu.

No i'm kidding. i hate it.

but he called me Xie Wan Yu so many times that i don't mind anymore.



Mr Tay Ping Hui.

very charming(cough,cough) person. :P

like to joke a lot.

it's always fun to chat with him.

remembered that time when i poured out all my stress to him.

& he actually listened and gave me encouragement.

so nice of him.... :)

but i wish he can stop calling me Bao Bei. I wonder if he really knows my name. :P




Ms Felicia Chin.

Such a bubbly, down-to-earth person.

extremely friendly.

one of artiste whom i worked with 3 times.

so i guess i got to know her a lot more.

i remembered the time when i tagged along with her(& Chengxi) to shop for her Malaysia press conference outfit.

i ended up chosing all the outfits that she likes.

She said she will bring me along on her next shopping trip.

cool.





some others like Dawn, Rui En, Chengxi, Wenxiang, Eelyn, Huifang jie, Xiang Yun jie, Carrie...

they are really nice people.

enjoyed working with them.






Well.

I have said whatever that i can say.

time to say goodbye.





Bye MediaCorp!










i may just come back someday...


i. just want to SING


Tuesday, July 03, 2007.
1:27 AM
cool clips...



Jolin teaches Kia Kia English.

So Funny!











Xiao Zhu imitating Micheal Jackson.

He is seriously really good.





Xiao Zhu "declares" his love for Jolin. (sounds real to me)

He's so adorable...



i. just want to SING


Sunday, July 01, 2007.
3:13 PM
was video surfing on youtube...

chanced upon this video.

Coco was on Kang Xi Lai le.

very interesting...





the way she sang Run To You.



I wanna run to you...

Hu~ hu~~~~

I wanna run to you..

Hu~hu~hu~~~

Tell me...Will you stay...

or will you....Run Away~~~



OMG.

What A Voice!

If only i can sing like her. :D





Go catch the other parts on Youtube (there are altogether 6).

Coco reveals her past, how they discovered that she could sing.

her performance at the Oscars etc...

and the hosts were hilarious!


i. just want to SING




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