>>my world of music<<

Tuesday, April 10, 2007.

11:09 PM

facing a lot of shit right now.

it seems like everyone is talking behind my back.

left a very bad impression coz i made a lot mistakes.

EP lectured me the other time. but in a nice way. the fact is that she's already not happy with me. can tell from the way she say it.

Director probably hates me by now. coz i showed her a lot of attitude the past few weeks. you think i want to? i just couldn't cope with all her huge requests. Getting really pissed with her right now.

the worst of all, i have a sucky PC. he should be sacked asap. getting pissed with him too. i have to suffer because of him. i've never known of a person who have THAT bad organisation skills. i mean, it's really CMI loh. worst still, sometimes he can actually turn the blame to you when the actual fault lies on him.

if they want they can go complain about me. i don't care. i tried my best ok. they forced me into this in the first place. they are facing the consequences now. don't blame me if your production comes out like shit. btw, admit lah. who the hell watches the 7pm show on Ch 8? Holland V was a long time ago loh. no one will give a shit about a family who opens a Foot Reflexology chain. such a shitty script!

i want to cross over to English drama.

i. just want to SING

Sunday, April 01, 2007.

2:00 AM

do you believe that opposites attract?

weird. it seems to be the case now. i've heard of really handsome guys who like reasonable-looking girls. and really pretty girls liking ugly guys. it's stupid don't you think?

there are some exceptions though. like Fann Wong & Christopher Lee, Brad Pitt & Angelina Jolie/Jennifer Aniston, David & Victoria Beckham. but that's about it.

my opinion. i don't believe the theory lah. i feel that if you are good-looking, you must like someone who's as good-looking as you. or at least a reasonable-looking one. coz it's just the way it is.

then again, it's MY opinion. you may meet your soulmate, but he/she don't look compatible with you. who knows?

i don't get why people go dating when you know the person is not your soulmate. it's wasting time loh. i rather be single, and wait for my Mr Right, then being tied down to someone for the period of time.

who agrees with me?

hate my present show.

dislike my director. initially it was not like that. but found out that she like request things out of the blue. particularly asking me & Row to amend rundown the very day before of filming. plus i have already tried my best to get her what she wants. but she's always not satisfied. what do you want me to do? if you think you know best, than go requisite yourself lah!

it's very fustrating and irritating for the AP following a director like that. imagine her calling you in the middle of the night, discussing work? and she expects me to have the script/rundown right in front of me. i mean, have some consideration for godness sake.

really hope that this nightmare will end soon. i have already lost a lot sleep for the past few months. if this goes on, Boss may see my resignation letter on her table.

i. just want to SING