Wednesday, June 21, 2006.
12:36 AM
sometimes i really wonder how many people are reading my blog. it's not that i have anything people should not know about. it's just that sometimes when i think of writing "personal" stuff, i would think twice.
the definition of personal?, well....i dunno....like if i want to write my personal opinion of a person, the person may be reading my blog, or someone who's knows the person may relate it to him/her. and if i want to write something about my job/company, i have to be careful not to write anything bad?, in case somebody from the company reads it? worse if the reader knows me.
you know how fast these things can spread. especially in this industry. everyone gossips with everyone. and i hate gossip.
now you know the reason why nowadays i write everything in general.
maybe from now on, i should use letters to replace people names in my blog. like Hei Mei Gui in Iweekly. ha.
for a start, i should name this colleague of mine, Miss A. i met her recently in our company grounds, and she asked me if i know about the Chinese Drama division having a Retreat at Desaru in July. i replied her yes, coz i did heard my AP and director discussing about it the other day. and she straight away asked me to give her my passport details. she didn't even ask me if i want to go, or give me time to consider.
i have NEVER thought of going in the first place. you know what she said when i asked her if it's compulsory to go?, she said, "either you go, or hand in your resignation letter." i was like, what? just for a stupid retreat, you have to resign? i just stood there, refusing to say "ok, i go". after a while, she told me to msg her my details. i said ok, but in my mind i was thinking WHATEVER, who cares about a stupid retreat?
i thought if i didn't msg her, she wouldn't pursue the matter. but no, she kept msing me, forcing me to give her my details. and i kept rejecting her. than one day, when i was in studio filming, my phone vibrated, and when i saw who was calling, i almost got a shock. it was Boss. i didn't answer it. and she msg me "Wan Yu, please call me. Thanks."
i was like, oh shit! SHIT!! that stupid Miss A must have told Boss about it.
i called Boss only when i reached home. and the first thing she said was, "Wei she me bu yao qu!?(why don't want to go?)". i think she was quite angry. :P in the end, i had to put my speaking skills to the use. i told her the other PAs didn't even know about this retreat. which is true coz i did asked a few of the PAs. and i told her, there's absolutely nothing in Desaru. which is definitely true. if you say maybe, KL or something, maybe i can consider. Desaru? go there and sleep ah? Boss say it's not about that, it's so that we can all gather together and work on our team-building. go for Desaru to build the team? might as well do it in Singapore right?
Boss's last restort, "i'm not giving you a choice you know." but i kept saying i'm not interested in going. and finally Boss gave in lah.
i think i left a bad impression.
damn you Miss A. she knows that i'm not keen on going at all, and she still forced me. she could have just let the matter rest loh. but instead, she told Boss. i hate her. from now on, when i meet her, i will not greet her. i will not smile at her. i will not talk to her.
argh.
i hope Boss will not be too angry.
England vs Ecuador. excited!!!
i. just want to SING
Saturday, June 10, 2006.
6:05 PM
can you believe that our group is only having 5 days of studio? that's so freaking little loh. i had AT LEAST a week for previous dramas! i was looking forward so much to studio, only to realise that it's 5 days?
sianz.
anyway, filming is finishing at the begining of July. so whatever. before i know it, it's over. :P
the World Cup is here again!
Yay!
when i was young, i used to stay up late to watch every game with my dad and bro.
but now cannot.
sadly.
supporting England all the way!
but tough competition from Brazil, France & Argentina.
Hope England wins!!!
created this personality test thingy.
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Wan+Yu
let me know your opinion on me. :D
off to watch England vs Paraguay...
i. just want to SING
