Monday, June 25, 2007.
10:55 PM
please lah.
his manager was late ok.
poor Mingshun.
i. just want to SING
Tuesday, June 19, 2007.
4:29 PM
38.3 Degwhat a great day to be sick.
i. just want to SING
Thursday, June 14, 2007.
11:26 PM
i passed my basic theory.after cancelling the test 2 times.
yay.
finally, there's something to be happy about.
have done some thinking about my future.
1st choice: go overseas to study. Australia/U.S/Britain.
i need $. my dad seems a bit unwilling.
2nd choice: continue working.
thought of some of the companys that i would want to work in.
MTV, AXN, Warner Music, EMI...anything to do with TV or music.
but dunno got vacancy not.
3rd choice: learn music.
i want to play the piano, the guitar, the drums.
i want to compose music.
i want to learn the singing techniques.
all of these which i didn't have time to do in the past.
4th choice: learn hip-hop dancing.
i can freestyle.
but i want to really LEARN.
popping, locking, breaking, krumping.
yeah.
ok.
will decide after my break. :D
i. just want to SING
Wednesday, June 13, 2007.
12:56 AM
3 more days.already counting the hours. the minutes. the seconds.
was on the verge of crying today.
nobody wants to help me.
NOBODY.
even those whom i thought are my friends, are not my friends anymore.
no one likes me.
tears are flowing freely now....
i'm such a failure.
crying myself to sleep....
i. just want to SING
Thursday, June 07, 2007.
4:55 PM
EP just asked me about my resignation."any plans after leaving?"
"at the moment, no plans"
she should have wished me all the best.
but no.
she actually laughed.
as if it's funny.
IT'S NOT OK!
Fu*k.
the people here seriously have no brains.
an example is my stupid producer.
i mean literally stupid.
as in 笨.
ask her question is like asking a wall.
she's not sure about ANYTHING.
expect me to know?
when mistakes happen, all the blame is on me.
go to hell.
in my desk fuming now.
i'm officially everyone's enemy.
was thinking of taking MC.
as many days as possible.
so i don't have to face these stupid people.
but i know i can't.
i'm not THAT irresponsible.
i just want to go home now.
and blast my music.
P.S: excuse my vulgarity. i have let out all the shit.
i. just want to SING
Sunday, June 03, 2007.
5:29 PM
can't wait for the next month to be over!!!it's so ironic.
i was once so looking forward to going to work everyday.
but now i'm dragging myself.
everyday is agony.
i'm angry at myself.
how the hell did i end up this way?
still have sit through editing.
which means i have stay until July.
stupid.
arghhh.
have not decided on my next step.
at the moment, i just want my long break.
freedom.
i. just want to SING
